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Published: 2020-02-01 03:20:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 509; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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Round 11: Kenji Yokoshira
Task 7: FearAll My OC-Training Works
KILL ME.
I had this picture planned out long before the round even started.. yet, I didn't start until the task was announced. :') I thought I'd do this epic watercolor picture, but I couldn't risk doing it traditionally... x_x Digital art kicks my butt so much, but it's ability to fix mistakes is heaven-sent. And it's potential to create is great !
I didn't keep track of how much time it all took, but I spent 2 full nights of work on the stained glass windows...
... I'm going to give my hand a good rest now. X'D
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Paranoid and filled with many fears, Kenji carries some major trust issues. He's been hurt a lot, and from the people he loved & trusted the most... This is part of why he's such a big jerk. He pushes people away, because he's afraid of letting them in.
Fear is probably his strongest driving force. It gets him to actually do things.
Thoughts of his mom. Being tied up. Dying.
Those are the big three.
There's also: being humiliated and laughed at, people hating him/wanting him dead, his kingdom going to war, facing his brother, being pitied, to be looked down upon by a peasant, his family's line ending, being seduced (esp. by a woman), weapons & fighting, nature [wild animals (esp. bears), insects, arachnids, amphibians, reptiles, algae/pond scum, roaring rivers, caves, gnarled & broken trees, animal calls (barks, howls, screeches, chirps, etc), poisonous plants, bad weather, dark nights in the woods, getting lost out there], and feeling powerless.
Cast of characters:
Ryou - His brother, his executioner.
Asahi - The Peasant Queen.
Leilani - His cousin, the only person who will mourn him...
Sin - ...besides this peasant guard, a fool who adores him.
The ghost, his mother
In the angry mob, there are 5 other BH characters featured, one rando, and two from another story of mine ;3
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Created in Clip Studio Paint
Characters & story - "Burning Hearts" (c) Zakuro-Kona
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Comments: 25
TaintedTruffle [2020-03-08 05:08:13 +0000 UTC]
I would consider fear a big driving force in my life too
I like how you colored all the back ground characters the same color scheme so while you can pick out individual details if you choose they also form a big, imposing mob
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SunsetBlazer In reply to TaintedTruffle [2020-03-12 17:34:03 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! I had them all colored originally, but it was too distracting so I went for the monochrome effect. Glad you like it!
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KaijuusandKryptids [2020-03-07 18:43:34 +0000 UTC]
Oh man, you know I've loved picking fun at Kenji this whole round for his bitchy attitude but man his story is so heartbreaking
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CromwellInnovations [2020-02-21 07:06:27 +0000 UTC]
This a very understandable fear for Kenji to have
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AzureDomino [2020-02-16 01:50:38 +0000 UTC]
Damn, this made me sad. Kenji is fun to pick on but he is just a kid. Seeing him like this is pretty heartbreaking.
This is beautifully done though. Great job!
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MegaMaeve [2020-02-15 21:23:27 +0000 UTC]
Ohhhh, so Leilani is Kenji's cousin! And do I spy Holly and Shiden in the crowd?
Okay, now that all the trivial parts are out of the way - this piece broke my heart. The composition, the colors, the words shouted at his head, his brother looking horrified yet raising his sword, Asahi the peasant queen dressed in rags pitying him, the tears of the ONLY TWO PEOPLE WHO LOVE HIM, the ghostly appearance of HIS MOTHER, Kenji on his knees - stripped down, throat bare...
- if all this is part of his recurring thoughts and fears, it's no small wonder he's easily irked. 'Panicky' or 'anxious' doesn't even begin to cover this. This? This is agony.
I just hope he finds his peace at some point, that these thoughts spiral out, that the mountain breeze takes them - and that he'll find a place that loves him. A place that he is safe to love back. :')
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SunsetBlazer In reply to MegaMaeve [2020-03-12 17:54:15 +0000 UTC]
Yes, and yes! XD
Ahh, thank you so much for your awesome words of appreciation! I sure hope so, too. :')
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rainbow000pegasus [2020-02-15 08:52:50 +0000 UTC]
This is so beautifully done! I love the angle, and the composition!
Those stained glass looks amazing, and the reflection(s) too!
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SunsetBlazer In reply to rainbow000pegasus [2020-02-26 19:56:26 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so very much!
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dargon899 [2020-02-05 04:46:02 +0000 UTC]
Absolutely amazing!! I love everything about it and Leilani's expression breaks my soul my dude.
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SunsetBlazer In reply to dargon899 [2020-02-05 22:17:50 +0000 UTC]
Thanks dear! Yeah... :') (she was probably my favorite to draw)
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UnaOwens [2020-02-04 14:28:28 +0000 UTC]
Wow, I'm loving the dynamic's of this picture, you did a fabulous job on the crowd too! You also did a great job on everyone's expressions!!
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dragondoodle [2020-02-04 04:44:46 +0000 UTC]
This is so sad
Totally makes sense as his fear.
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GerardManSlave [2020-02-02 01:55:16 +0000 UTC]
Overwhelming. Painful. Heart breaking. Dark. This piece is heavy and filled with so many fears that they all hit you at once, and it's probably not even close to how Kenji feels. Sweet boy, I truly hope you find your strength to keep going.
This came out beautiful!
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ItikDuck [2020-02-01 17:37:02 +0000 UTC]
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SunsetBlazer In reply to ItikDuck [2020-02-05 22:16:41 +0000 UTC]
Yep... :')
Thank you very much!
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SpaceCastaway [2020-02-01 17:28:19 +0000 UTC]
Ouch, that's dark. Ryou doesn't appear as if he is content with this, though; I wonder if he really hates Kenji that much. Kenji is officially a paranoid neurotic, I'm so sorry for him :') I hope he learns to be less anxious over the course of his journey.
Lovely job on the stained glass and on the perspective too! The angry crowd looks quite scary.
Is it Shiden and Kiro (or Ash?) in the crowd? That's really not nice of them.
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SunsetBlazer In reply to SpaceCastaway [2020-02-05 22:16:05 +0000 UTC]
He really doesn't. Ryou is actually a good guy, and a much better ruler than their mother ever was. If he'd wanted Kenji dead, he'd have killed him rather than send him into exile. At least in exile, he gets a chance to grow and better himself - which Ryou knew would never happen if Kenji were allowed to come home.
A paranoid neurotic, yes indeed... X'D
Thanks so much!!
Shiden, yes! The other one, a few heads below him, is Holly. :3
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kArA-Redwing [2020-02-01 14:13:16 +0000 UTC]
You have to wonder if this is what his inner mental space looks like all the time. That is a LOT of fears to try to keep in line.
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MercenaryBlade [2020-02-01 13:38:00 +0000 UTC]
Damn that is a hell of a lot of fears!
Also, fine job here, there's a lot going on in this pic and I love it.
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SunsetBlazer In reply to MercenaryBlade [2020-02-03 20:06:30 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so very much!
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