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Published: 2017-09-19 19:33:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 13609; Favourites: 468; Downloads: 74
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Personal / portfolio piece. Prints are available on my store and step-by-step process images will be added to my Patreon shortly.Painted in Photoshop CS4 and Corel Painter 12.
Sorry for the lack of activity as of late; my MDD reared its ugly head again this year. It slows me down on every part of my life, painting especially, and what energy I had I dedicated mostly to commissions. This painting's been in the works almost the entirety of this latest depressive episode so the title feels rather fitting to finish it now, as I finally drag myself out of the hole again.
If you want to see more frequent updates, I post WIP images on my Twitter, Instagram, and Tumblr. You can also support me on Patreon for a more in-depth look.
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Comments: 10
astarayel [2017-09-29 10:17:06 +0000 UTC]
This is stunning--I love the way you've rendered the mood.
I'm so sorry for the struggle you've been going through. I can't imagine how hard that is to deal with--wishing you all the best and hoping that you have a little bit of light coming your way as you find your way out of that hole.
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keight [2017-09-29 00:14:02 +0000 UTC]
Excellent work, Lauren.
My sincere condolences with your MDD. I've only been dealing with a version that is a side effect of my current medical treatment for the last couple of years; but it has given me a glimpse of what you and a couple of other friends are going through as you battle the true condition. You have all my admiration, understanding, and whatever support I can give you along your way.
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navate In reply to keight [2017-10-02 00:41:03 +0000 UTC]
It's just so frustrating. Ever since my severe episode, it's been like... two steps forward, one step back. It's taking forever to recover, if "recovery" is even a thing in the normal context with mental illness. Don't get me wrong; I'm happy, loved, and my life is pretty damn good. But it's one hell of a wrench in my life, hahaha.
Hope your own depression lifts soon, Keight. <3 Miss you!
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keight In reply to navate [2017-10-02 01:17:30 +0000 UTC]
I seem to be doing the same dance steps; with everything to be grateful for. I totally agree that it is a very large monkey wrench. I miss you, too, my dear.
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Assink-art [2017-09-27 10:45:53 +0000 UTC]
It's a very powerful picture. Sad to read about your depressice period, glad that you start to get back on your feet. The painting does reflect sad feelings, but it is beautiful!
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Nymla [2017-09-20 06:41:37 +0000 UTC]
This is great, beautiful. Hope you get out of that hole soon!
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