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I dream about you and what we had but the bed is empty.
I still wake up in the morning, hoping you'll be there.
The way your scent lingers at the edges of perception taunts me.
The taste of you is impossible to forget and even harder to remember.

So much of you is still here, my closet is still full of your clothing.
I fear that evey day that passes your memory grows weaker.
I fear that what grows to replace it my self-loathing.
Some people say to move on, like I should just be so eager.

You will never leave my memories but they seem to grow distant,
So many words I wish I could say, promises I wish I could'a kept.
I could not protect you as I promised, you were gone in an instant.
Can't get you out of my head, but I can't remember you as much as I need.

I promised you so much and in the end it was all just words,
I told you nothing could take you away from me again, but I was wrong.
I rage against all of reality, hoping my thoughts might guide you back.
But, I know the time I spend on it won't be enough, no matter how long.

Pictures of you grow blurry and hard to see,
The memories of you are all the joy I have left.
This failure of mine is going to be the end of me.
I can't recall when I last smiled the way I did for you.

These feelings don't come easy for us
At my core I am a creature of rage.
I am helpless when I have no enemy to crush.
We are creatures of fading humanity.

You brought back so much of what was lost,
Decades passed when no one else mattered.
Everything was changed when I met you.
You recussitated all my dead emotions.

How do I keep my sanity when I think about you?
Please, just tell me how I vent this hatred in me.
How you're gone I can't figure out who did this?
Where does my hate go when I have no clear enemy?

Days go by and I fear my loss of control grows nearer
There is only one person I can point a finger at...
And he is the one staring back at me in the mirror.
The pressure in my head is building, who do I blame?

How much longer do I have before my mind is gone?
I cannot find a thing in this world worth smiling for.
I can't help but feel more guilty as the days go on.
It just keeps piling up, all of this pain and regret.

I'm coming apart at the seams and I don't know how much longer I'll last.

Description
I dream about you and what we had but the bed is empty.
I still wake up in the morning, hoping you'll be there.
The way your scent lingers at the edges of perception taunts me.
The taste of you is impossible to forget and even harder to remember.

So much of you is still here, my closet is still full of your clothing.
I fear that evey day that passes your memory grows weaker.
I fear that what grows to replace it my self-loathing.
Some people say to move on, like I should just be so eager.

You will never leave my memories but they seem to grow distant,
So many words I wish I could say, promises I wish I could'a kept.
I could not protect you as I promised, you were gone in an instant.
Can't get you out of my head, but I can't remember you as much as I need.

I promised you so much and in the end it was all just words,
I told you nothing could take you away from me again, but I was wrong.
I rage against all of reality, hoping my thoughts might guide you back.
But, I know the time I spend on it won't be enough, no matter how long.

Pictures of you grow blurry and hard to see,
The memories of you are all the joy I have left.
This failure of mine is going to be the end of me.
I can't recall when I last smiled the way I did for you.

These feelings don't come easy for us
At my core I am a creature of rage.
I am helpless when I have no enemy to crush.
We are creatures of fading humanity.

You brought back so much of what was lost,
Decades passed when no one else mattered.
Everything was changed when I met you.
You recussitated all my dead emotions.

How do I keep my sanity when I think about you?
Please, just tell me how I vent this hatred in me.
How you're gone I can't figure out who did this?
Where does my hate go when I have no clear enemy?

Days go by and I fear my loss of control grows nearer
There is only one person I can point a finger at...
And he is the one staring back at me in the mirror.
The pressure in my head is building, who do I blame?

How much longer do I have before my mind is gone?
I cannot find a thing in this world worth smiling for.
I can't help but feel more guilty as the days go on.
It just keeps piling up, all of this pain and regret.

I'm coming apart at the seams and I don't know how much longer I'll last.