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Published: 2017-07-03 07:04:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 2039; Favourites: 28; Downloads: 3
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My first upload to this account. I lost access to my old one underΒ "etchesketcher" . I guess in a way its a good thing since my life is very different from when had it and used it on a regular basis. My artwork has changed too. Lets just say life can hit you where it counts and it can change everything about you. And the old you dies. I feel like that is where I am right now. I don't know who this new person is now. I need to find her and see. Four years ago, I stopped drawing and painting. I didn't pick up a pencil to doodle. Nothing. I thought that part of me died too but I believe now that my drawing and painting can be my way of therapy and to make new discoveries about myself. Now that I started drawing again I cant stop. I sure did miss it. I felt like I was suppressing a huge part of myself by not creating.ΒRelated content
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Anke-AG [2017-07-03 07:09:46 +0000 UTC]
I really love it! It's beautiful and fearful at the same time.
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