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# Statistics

Favourites: 270; Deviations: 97; Watchers: 15

Watching: 43; Pageviews: 6446; Comments Made: 331; Friends: 43


# Comments

Comments: 93

Rushingwater2 [2017-02-20 02:34:00 +0000 UTC]

Happy b-day

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BlazingPixels [2016-09-19 02:59:13 +0000 UTC]

God bless you. I still care.

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komeiji-chii [2016-04-25 05:27:24 +0000 UTC]

Hello! Are you okay? I randomly landed on your dA page and I read some of your journals and saw your art. You might be depressed and feeling down, but I tell you, you can and will get through this.
I've been insulted and bullied when I was younger. People saying I had too many pimples, how I looked like crap most of the time, how I had body odor (and other things that are too hurtful)-- and you know what? I reached to the point when I reallized that living sucks. I hate people. I hate life. I blamed Him.
But there will be always something or someone to bring light into your world-whether it be art, literature, music, friends, family or, most importantly you -don't give up hope. You are so beautiful. Whenever you look in the mirror, don't look at your flaws, look at how alive you are, how beautiful your eyes are, how genuine your smile is. There are so many things and people in this world that are beautiful- and you are one of them.
You can do this. Stay strong!

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DJTsunami [2016-02-19 23:53:57 +0000 UTC]

Happpppy Biiiirthdayyyyyyyy :"D!!!!!!!!!!!!

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BlazingPixels [2016-02-11 00:26:33 +0000 UTC]

Hi. What's up?

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Sadiepow24 [2015-11-22 02:08:37 +0000 UTC]

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You seem like you need some love

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SmokesBrandy [2015-11-17 21:12:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the fav!

Much appreciated

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megayay In reply to SmokesBrandy [2015-11-23 18:59:56 +0000 UTC]

Very welcome

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Rushingwater2 [2015-10-03 13:57:43 +0000 UTC]

Please don't feel like you're not beautiful because you are just going online and search stuff that makes you happy and you'll feel happy and beautiful again I understand how you feel

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megayay In reply to Rushingwater2 [2015-10-03 15:30:40 +0000 UTC]

you dont know that you have not seen my face. forgive me if im about to blow but im sorry. you have not seen my face and real life personlty comes second to looks if everyone when for the inside ugly people would not be lonely. i like honesty and honesty is way better lying to me is not helping one bit. People need to be honest today they all KNOW that in this world the inside does not count. LOOKS ARE FIRST. i know becasue i see it everyday!! YOU ALL KNOW THIS. you guys know not everyone is physically attractive!! you know this!! why is everyone just trying to lie to me!! i just want truth!!

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Rushingwater2 In reply to megayay [2015-10-04 01:06:51 +0000 UTC]

don't think that crud your beautiful in ur own way.

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megayay In reply to Rushingwater2 [2015-10-04 01:15:14 +0000 UTC]

why are you tellimg me this? are you sure you understand? i meam people who really been were i am.. and start appreget honesty more...

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Rushingwater2 In reply to megayay [2015-10-04 01:21:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm being honest and I'm saying this cuz even though I don't know you in person I care about you. we can get through this togeather

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megayay In reply to Rushingwater2 [2015-10-04 02:51:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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Rushingwater2 In reply to megayay [2015-10-04 14:05:14 +0000 UTC]

Your welcom

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CelineDGD [2015-10-02 21:43:31 +0000 UTC]

Hello there beautiful.

I am here to send you some positive vibes. <3

You are not ugly. And don't worry about guys liking you either, it's okay. Just live your live to the fullest and remember, be proud of everything that you are and everything that you do, even your imperfections and your mistakes, because they make you who you are and that is such a gorgeous thing, as are you. <3 You can change the world for the better, just by being you. So please don't give up, and know that you are never alone. You are not a waste of space or air, so keep on living. <3 You are the sun in someone else's world, so shine on. <3 Please remember when you feel useless, that you are someone's reason to smile and to love life. <3 So thank you for existing, you fantastic human being. You are absolutely beautiful. Look in the mirror and don't shy away...look at your body, and look at your reflection, straight in the face and say kind things to yourself everyday. <3 Don't ever compare yourself to others or you will only hurt yourself. Ignore the bad things people say, because they don't know you or the battle that rages on in you. You deserve to be happy, so I hope you smile. <3 You are unique, special, and you do deserve to live. <3 There is nothing wrong with you. You have your flaws, but also your qualities, your weaknesses, but also your strengths, your failures and challenges, but also your achievements...so keep on keeping on, lovely, I know you can do it, I believe in you. <33

Keep on being awesome.

Here, have some songs;

www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMkOYJ…

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uq8Dgc…

www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoYEQg…

www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3zcyp…

www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ODDtL…

Hope you have a wonderful day full of possibilities, positivity and love.

Lots of love.

Cordially, CelineDGD ,
Happy Helper of the Happy-Squad <3

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 01:30:19 +0000 UTC]

Ok thank you for being sweet.. But don't except people telling me ok beautiful when they did not even see me.... I got called ugly by a guy... So.. I'm not trying to be mean. It just .... I like truth way more then someone just being nice I'm sorry an. Please please don't tell me not to worry.... It does not help... I'm sorry I don't want to be mean just I'm really not I the mood for this ... I got called ugly agin..... ☹

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 01:33:38 +0000 UTC]

It is truth, lovely.
People are mean, just ignore them. You don't deserve to be called ugly because you're not.
Don't let people bring you down like this.

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 02:09:22 +0000 UTC]

No... Physically it seems I'm ugly ....

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 02:11:37 +0000 UTC]

I strongly disagree. I don't care what you look like, you are not ugly.
Just look in your mirror and say kind things to yourself, instead. It will bring you one step closer to liking yourself, I think. :3

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 02:21:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry this is not helping me I appreciate it but... Its not really helping me

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 02:24:02 +0000 UTC]

How so? I'm telling you that you are beautiful, which is the truth.
Do you WANT to believe you're ugly?

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 15:26:24 +0000 UTC]

i like truth on the physical apperence is what im saying yeah i know personly is good but lets face it in the dating world personlty comes second to looks. you never saw what i look like so you cant tell me. I like honsty. Everyone is not physcaly or personly wise attractive. I like honesty more then anything telling someone is pretty when you have not seen thier face is not an accurate answer. at all and you know that. thier are ugly girls who believe they are pretty then boom they find out the hard way. Yeah it true some of them nmay be happy but thats becasue they dont care but i do

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 16:59:44 +0000 UTC]

NO. People are jackasses and you shouldn't let them tell you that and make you feel miserable. That is NOT the way you should live. You are not ugly and no one is ugly unless they are bad. And yes, my answer is accurate no matter what you say. That's the way you SHOULD feel. Because unlike most anyways, I don't JUDGE. And it's better to be yourself and be happy than to try to lie to others about who you are and be loved for what you're not. Stay who you are and don't care what others say. They don't know what the fuck they're talking about, and I hate it when people hate themselves like that. Now stop saying this bullshit.

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 17:25:18 +0000 UTC]

its only honesty. i know thats not the way people should live but what can you do? its not like you have magic powers to changes peoples way of thinking into liking the inside. most people in this world would never date someone just for the inside. the inside in real life is only second to looks looks is always first and you know that. This is the way socity is. You cant do anything about it. Thats why i look for accruate opinions on what to fix about my apprence so i can be accepted. look i know you should not care about this stuff but lets be honest. telling someone not to care about certain things is not gonna make them stop caring becasue its important to them. everyone in this world has a weakness noone can really say "nothing cant hurt me" or whateever becasue they always have that one weakness.. life is not like cartoons and happy endings. its rough. And i want to deal with it by becoming actully pretty. becasue you telling me im beaitulf is a lie on the apperence wise im sorry if it sounds rude but its the truth i pay attention to the world around me and see how people act. i used to think everyone was beaitufl now i know thats defficnlty not true

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 17:32:17 +0000 UTC]

No it's not.
And no, indeed you cannot, but you can change the way YOU think. You can make it so that you don't let their words affect you. And there are people who exist who love people for who they really are inside. They do exist. They are rare, but they do exist. Don't let people get to you like that, you are letting them win, you should prove them wrong by fighting that way of thinking. The way you're doing it is the wrong way. You are letting them win DAMMIT. PLEASE. Don't give up because of some fucking assholes. You are worth better than that and you ARE BEAUTIFUL. No matter what the fuck you look like, okay? It's not important, and by saying this bullshit that you're saying, it's like you are agreeing with them. Stop thinking like this.  AND YES, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. IT IS TRUE.

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 17:45:39 +0000 UTC]

i mean i kinda have to agree with them. The only i change my way of thinking is changing my self and thats what im gonna do. im gonna get as many make up as i can and even plan and getting plastic surgry as soon as i hit 18. im not lookng for love anymore. for i know it is not real. i just want to get treated like a pretty girl and thats what im aiming for. i used to try and look for love. But ANY GUY I EVER MET WANTED TO USE ME AND FUCKING LIE TO ME!! so yeah im done with love. so you cant really say that loving someone for who they are crap. Im done with love now and forever. i just want to work on my appprecne and thats what im gonna do sorry...

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 17:51:14 +0000 UTC]

No you don't have to.
Love is real, you can find it, please don't give up.
And that ideal is not right. Please stop letting society control your mind.

AND THAT'S ANOTHER REASON TO FIGHT DAMMIT.
You shouldn't do that. That's a stupid thing to do. People who judge you on your appearance are not worth it. So then you agree with them? HUH? HUH? You're just gonna give up like that? That's fucking low, lady. That just means you aren't liberated. It means you're not thinking straight. People who love you for WHO YOU ARE are those who are worth it and who deserve your attention, not those who don't, FUCKING WAKE UP.

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 18:15:10 +0000 UTC]

i have woken up. i just want to be actullyb pretty is all. i feel ugly all the time i want to become phsycally attractive. and noone has the balls to tell me what about my apprence i need to fix unlike me, im honest and striaght forward if an unattractive person asked me the question i would be honest ad not only be honest but i would actuylly be helpful and tell them what they need to fix

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 18:17:34 +0000 UTC]

You don't have to dammit.
Don't fix yourself because there's NOTHING wrong with you, except maybe the fact that you are arguing like this and thinking being attractive is fucking worth it. Just.
That sounds fucking awful. You need to fucking grow up about this, okay?

Now I'm fucking done arguing with you, it only pisses me off and I don't want to hurt anybody.
So have a fucking good day and enjoy being controlled.

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megayay In reply to CelineDGD [2015-10-03 18:34:08 +0000 UTC]

noone ever really grows up. they just learn how to act in public. and thanks

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CelineDGD In reply to megayay [2015-10-03 18:40:33 +0000 UTC]

No.
Bye.

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silentartist3419 [2015-09-25 06:07:32 +0000 UTC]

m.youtube.com/watch?v=4czmkAQ6…

Go and talk to him.I know him in real life. He has gone from the lowest low that any person could be to a successful and happy person, but he didn't do it alone. The fact that you said somthing to other people shows that you still have the willpower to keep kicking, to get up and to survive.
Just keep talking. It doesn't matter to who you talk too just talk and just like him you will find a reason.
From here many have given you a path too follow and our shoulders to lean on, but you are the one who has to use those two strong legs of yours to get up and start moving. But if you are to ever falter or fall down you will have friends, family, and the people of deviantart to pick you up again.

Good luck and may your will continue to be strong.
Here's to another day

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megayay In reply to silentartist3419 [2015-09-26 17:58:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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silentartist3419 In reply to megayay [2015-09-30 05:44:14 +0000 UTC]

I dont want you to tell me thanks. Even if you do, I will ignore it. All I want is for you to get and feel better. Only say thanks to me once you have won against yourself.



Good luck and may your will continue to be strong. Here's to another day.

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OxferX [2015-09-24 03:37:55 +0000 UTC]

Hi there :3, I am here to say I hope you are feeling better because one of my friends are worried about you and I wanted to help out... So yeah, i hope u feel better soon! Also I think your artwork is amazing >u<

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megayay In reply to OxferX [2015-09-24 04:56:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.. I try to be

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OxferX In reply to megayay [2015-09-24 11:59:03 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ;u;

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megayay In reply to OxferX [2015-09-24 20:21:30 +0000 UTC]

😊

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OxferX In reply to megayay [2015-09-24 22:17:02 +0000 UTC]

☺️

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DJTsunami [2015-09-24 02:45:44 +0000 UTC]

HII!! :3
You have fabulous artwork and adorable drawings! Don't think about suicide, think on the positive side, think about ice-cream and rainbows XD Jk. But srsly, you're fabulous~! XDD       

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megayay In reply to DJTsunami [2015-09-24 03:27:30 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the cute icons

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DJTsunami In reply to megayay [2015-09-24 13:15:12 +0000 UTC]

Np! :3

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Sadiepow24 [2015-09-24 02:40:43 +0000 UTC]

I REALLY hope you get better soon. I sent two people here to help you mate. Please be strong

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Lightbluetiger [2015-09-17 02:23:26 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the watch!

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megayay In reply to Lightbluetiger [2015-09-20 23:00:18 +0000 UTC]

welcome

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Adventwin [2015-09-14 23:14:39 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the watch!!

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megayay In reply to Adventwin [2015-09-20 23:00:03 +0000 UTC]

welcome

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megayay [2015-09-05 08:20:07 +0000 UTC]

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