Heardbydeaf In reply to feldrand [2019-07-30 10:28:11 +0000 UTC]

Hi...

So sorry, that i've been so quiet... Thing is I am a father now(since 29.06.2017) and also have a new job(so I am on the road all the time) and to top it off... Last year my computer died... And at the moment i do not have money to buy a new one..... So thats my life and i barely manage to stay alive I hope you have more chilled life I still have not sended you that package I promised... But i still have hope that one day... But yeah, only thing that is the same is my adress
All the best to you and to your family

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feldrand In reply to Heardbydeaf [2019-08-15 05:03:25 +0000 UTC]

hey ragnar,

wow, so nice to hear from you and thrilling news you got - congrats to being a father, i hope you are as happy with it as i am - my daughter just has become 16 in june and, yes, she grows fast, oh boy - believe it or not, i was actually thinking of you and asked myself, if your adress is still the same - i´ll write a letter soon, ok?

i made a lot of music again and also another ambient cd - just the other day i received a kawai digital piano - i have a real piano since a few years and played intensely and also trained my voice a little - next week i´ll play in public for a friend who has his annual exhibition of his (gorgeous!) metal works...

Skulpturen aus Schrott - yard-arts Jimdo-Page!

yes, my live is quite chilled indeed - i am ill since about five years and have to take medicine that weakens me - this year seems to be the first that finds me a little fitter - keep fingers crossed, that this tendency keeps on...

keep your head up, i wish you all the best!

love and greetings from germany

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Heardbydeaf In reply to feldrand [2019-08-22 18:42:33 +0000 UTC]

Hi again
Yes, Iam really happy - if only i had more energy to keep up with the young one he out runs me in everything
Sometimes i think that i have some artistic skills, and then i see smth like that link(those metal sculptures) and it is quite clear i am no artist not even close ...then i say to myself - at least i have great taste to adore some great art. Music, visual etc...
But yeah, it is sad that i cant make music or draw... Photography to me is like nowadays easy way out... If you wanna make art...but do not have talent or skills... Ok, thats little bit somber...
But i am happy that in the world are people like you and your friend who have talent and skills my skill is enjoyment of others
I really hope that next year you will move mountains and have no medical issues!

All the best!
Ragnar

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feldrand In reply to Heardbydeaf [2019-09-03 21:48:52 +0000 UTC]

hey, i almost didn´t see your reply - oh, i downloaded many of your photos, many norwegian and new zealandian landscapes, many abstracts and quite a few mirrorings and i love them all - i have two folders of your works - sometimes i put on some chilled music, your images in a slide show and then drown in them - the night scenes: wonderful! in my younger days i have been so much underway alone at night - in our little town, which was very quiet at night, on the beautiful cemetery, which was across the street and in the forest - wandering alone for hours at night, preferably in autumn, when a storm went through the crowns of the trees, leaving me in the calm area beneath, listening to all those "giants" around me, fighting with that storm - many of your photos enhance these memories - i now started to work them into my music, or take them as inspirations when they come.... 
don´t be too harsh to yourself..... 
yes, luckily there are many talented people, and people who recognize and appreciate that are also very important... 
as soon as my pc is fit again, i´ll prepaire another package for you.................. 
this is one of the few things i want more money for: i would like to get in my car and drive to estonia to visit you - you could show me that yellow waterfall for instance - good idea? 
diet

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Heardbydeaf In reply to feldrand [2019-09-04 10:45:48 +0000 UTC]

Yeah... Just came back from car-check...and of course they found a problem about 600euros worth...
So in a way we are in the same boat
My pc surprised me and started working again we'll see how long it stays that way...
Of course it would be nice if you found time/money/car.. Etc to visit estonia
Sadly I have little apartment about 39square/m so I can offer you only very tiny couch to sleep on. But I am more than happy to show you Estonia and my favourite places where i took most of my pictures inc yellow river with the yellow waterfall
So be sure to let me know if you are coming
For now... All the best with pc and car... Fingers crossed.

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feldrand In reply to Heardbydeaf [2019-09-11 15:55:41 +0000 UTC]

hey, pc and car are ok, thank you - i wish you get yours mended either - on the pc it was merely the power adapter, so everything i made was still on the drive - phew, what a relief! right now i also have a functioning cd-burner, i had several ones that didn´t work properly - so i´ll soon sit down and burn some of my latest music and pictures on cds and make a package...

one thing really interests me - i think i sent you the "fog hearts" cd - did you ever listen to it? that 52 minutes piece with the voice loop? i made it when my daughter still was very small - she had her room next to mine - so in the evenings, after i had brought her to bed, i sat there for hours, working on that loop and mixing it - one evening after i started playing this loop, i heard rebecca call from her room: papa, can you turn it a little louder?

i´m convinced, that she is one of the very few persons who understood, what i was doing there - and i´m convinced that you also are one of these few persons who can understand - that´s why i´m keen on your opinion........

your invitation is so kind! but i´m afraid, i won´t ever have the money for that journey, although i so wish i could afford it! the small space would be no problem at all...

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Heardbydeaf In reply to feldrand [2019-10-15 17:02:22 +0000 UTC]

Hey... Somehow I didn't notice that reply... Deviant is too compmicated for me...
I listened all your cd's when i got them, but I cant find tgem life with 2.5 year old is frantic and i have "cleaned" those cd's to the place I just can't fibd them... I really hope that i didn't put them same box where were cd's for you... And now tvey're heading to you... Uhh that would be really embarracing... But really life and my brain is capable almost anything nowadays... I really hope that is not the case and i will found them someday...
I ripped some of your albums to my harddrive... Then pc died and now it's alaive... And some of the songs are there but not that one you're talking about...
I'll keep looking. I remember that i liked alm your albums, but nowadays i cant just listen them... My amplifier and speakers are not connected and... I just listen some old mp3 in my car.... So yeah.... My life is a mess...

Anyways, i'll keep looking

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feldrand In reply to Heardbydeaf [2019-10-15 20:52:40 +0000 UTC]

are you alone with that boy? then it´s really hard work, i understand that, but even together with a woman it´s a full job when you take it serious - and i´m quite sure, that you take it serious - the best thing you can do!!!

all the best to you and your family my friend...

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Heardbydeaf In reply to feldrand [2016-11-07 15:38:37 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, that is so sweet of you
I'm very busy too. With school and practice for school - and of course job is also one big time killer But that's probably what is all about when you are an adult
So yeah..summer and autumn were both really crazy... for now workload is slowly reducing I may even have some time  to go and take some pictures I also still haven't found enough time to send you that music stuff - but I will...when - I'm not that sure, but I will If not this year - then next year
Iceland is one of my dream destinations - so yeah - I love that photo thanks Here in Estonia is quite similar snowy and arctic looking at the moment - so I'm not that sad
All the best with your band and let me know when the album is out

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feldrand In reply to Heardbydeaf [2016-11-17 07:54:17 +0000 UTC]

yesssss...
all is well, we´ll take our time and it´s good...

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Heardbydeaf In reply to hI-ThER-e [2016-04-26 18:55:31 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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Heardbydeaf In reply to feldrand [2016-02-06 05:17:08 +0000 UTC]

Thanks these are really nice pieces of art

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Heardbydeaf In reply to CleaLlyfr [2015-06-07 20:37:59 +0000 UTC]

Pleasure is all mine

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Heardbydeaf In reply to GILZUR [2015-06-07 19:32:26 +0000 UTC]

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Heardbydeaf In reply to Jumbled-Journi [2015-04-27 03:55:10 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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Heardbydeaf In reply to NML-Photography [2015-04-26 15:38:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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NML-Photography In reply to Heardbydeaf [2015-04-27 19:58:15 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome.

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Heardbydeaf In reply to jemgirl [2015-04-26 06:20:52 +0000 UTC]

more like 35...but then again, who counts

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jemgirl In reply to Heardbydeaf [2015-04-27 10:27:43 +0000 UTC]

I thought that you were way younger. 

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Heardbydeaf In reply to jemgirl [2015-04-27 14:47:54 +0000 UTC]

too immature for my age you say ?

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jemgirl In reply to Heardbydeaf [2015-04-28 01:46:40 +0000 UTC]

hahah.. no.

I just thought that I remembered you telling me that you were 22 or something like that.

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Heardbydeaf In reply to GILZUR [2015-04-26 06:20:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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