EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 01:53:09 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I'd love to

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 02:00:58 +0000 UTC]

ah nvm I'll talk to you in the morning I gtg

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 02:02:05 +0000 UTC]

Aww, okay.
I'll talk to you tomorrow. Goodnight :33

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 15:47:25 +0000 UTC]

woo I'm here now

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 16:22:54 +0000 UTC]

Okay :33
What's up?

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 17:02:00 +0000 UTC]

not much, you?

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 17:02:44 +0000 UTC]

Today, not much. But a lot's happened...

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 17:08:42 +0000 UTC]

oh, like what?

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 17:17:58 +0000 UTC]

Probably the biggest was getting kicked out of camp :/
I was there for five days, then they decided I was too depressed and had to go home.
And it's just...camp's always been a safe haven for me. And now I'm lonely again.
But I think I'm doing okay now?

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 17:28:43 +0000 UTC]

aw that sucks
I didn't know that that was a valid reason to make someone leave
it's alright *hugs* I'm sure that you can find somewhere where you can be whatever you want
I'm sorry that you are lonely, I wish that I could know you irl so maybe I could help with you being a little less lonely
well that is an improvement

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 17:34:43 +0000 UTC]

I wish I could know you irl too ;-;
And I don't think it really is a valid reason. They...were really horrible about it. Ableist. And another friend got kicked out top for the same reason so now I'm worried about her ._.
But yeah, it's definitely better.

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 18:09:18 +0000 UTC]

;-;
how can they even decide that to be honest. wtf, that place sounds kind of messed up to me--
I hope she is alright
that's good that it's better

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 18:14:41 +0000 UTC]

It's not the place that's messed up, just the people in charge...but they're really messed up.
I hope so too. But...I don't know.
And yeah.
Anyway, how have you been?

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 18:17:05 +0000 UTC]

ah ok
true that 0-0
do you have anyway to contact them?
I've been alright I guess

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-17 18:23:40 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I talk to her on google hangouts. But that just means that I know she's not okay...and all I can do is hope she gets better And that's good :3

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 18:31:23 +0000 UTC]

oh ok. I hope she gets better if she isn't ok

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to fox-in-the-woods [2016-07-18 19:33:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank you :')

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-18 19:36:23 +0000 UTC]

no problem :,3

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fox-in-the-woods In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-07-17 01:54:07 +0000 UTC]

woo

so what has been up with you?

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to NeoGenki [2016-04-29 04:12:00 +0000 UTC]

No problem! ^u^

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to cuteFnaf123fan [2016-03-19 17:00:57 +0000 UTC]

No problem.
Thanks for the watch, too :33

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cuteFnaf123fan In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-03-20 05:01:39 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome :3

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to PonyboC [2016-03-12 17:34:29 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome <3

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 04:21:34 +0000 UTC]

what's wrong Jay?

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 04:22:16 +0000 UTC]

I-i.....
hurt myself again...
and I cant seem to stop....

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 04:24:32 +0000 UTC]

Oh no...
I've got a few suggestions if you want help fining other ways to cope?
I'm so sorry
//hugs

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 04:29:25 +0000 UTC]

*cries nd nods*

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 04:33:29 +0000 UTC]

Okay. So I think if you want to hurt yourself it's always better to try to talk to someone you know cares first. Also, drawing with red markers on your skin, snapping a rubber band around your wrist, or putting an ice cube against your skin can help...
And please try to remember that there are a lot of people who care

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 04:35:16 +0000 UTC]

O-okay
its just
I dont want to post a journal about it cause my mom might see it
and I dont know who to go to..

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 04:38:48 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, that's not good...
You can always come to me if you need anything, okay?

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 04:44:57 +0000 UTC]

O-okay...

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 04:46:58 +0000 UTC]

You're a great person.
It sucks that you have to deal with this...

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 04:47:35 +0000 UTC]

Y-yeah..

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 04:49:21 +0000 UTC]

//hugs you

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 04:52:49 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back*

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 04:53:23 +0000 UTC]

Do you think you're gonna try to stop?

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 04:55:54 +0000 UTC]

Well
....yeah....
?

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 05:10:23 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry
I guess...some people don't really want to stop...

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 05:13:04 +0000 UTC]

*whimpers*

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 05:14:38 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry...
I believe in you Jay

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 05:15:23 +0000 UTC]

*curls up and cries*

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EssenceOfScourge In reply to deputyanime [2016-02-21 05:18:59 +0000 UTC]

*hugs you tightly*
It's gonna be okay

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deputyanime In reply to EssenceOfScourge [2016-02-21 05:19:50 +0000 UTC]

Y-you sure

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