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Two-faced doesn’t even begin to describe you
Your haunting ways
Fill me with distress.

One day you are sweet
Laughing
Kind
Gentle
Everything a girl wishes for.

But with one slip of the tongue from me
Your face contorts
And out a demon emerges.

A demon filled with rage
Hate
Anger
Destruction
And I am the target.

I bear the brunt of your words
Your actions
That cut me like a knife.

Because of you
I am covered in ugly bruises
My soul trapped and too scared to say a word
Quivering within my body.

And I know it has to stop
But I am trapped
Caged
With no way out.

I need someone
Something
To rescue me from you.

I need an escape route
Because I know I cannot bear another sight of you
Of your demonic rage.

I know I must get out
But how?
How?

I need a glimmer of hope
Some spark in this dark world in which I live
To bring me back to reality
Repair my wounded body and soul.

I cannot go on like this
I cannot live in this cage
This contained world in which you have put me in
Cut off from everyone
Everything.

Because you feel the need for me to be all yours
But I am not
And I never will be.